Hello everyone.
It's been a while since my previous blog, as you can probably tell. Seems this year has been a busy one. Unfortunately, it hasn't all been for the best of reasons. I won't go into deep details here (at least not right now), but I feel I should explain what's going on with my upcoming n-Somnia release and why you may not see it at the planned time I gave it.
A while ago, I announced that I would be starting work on songs that I created back in high school. The music that started it all, basically. For various different reasons, almost none of these songs have been heard by anyone other than me inside my own head. I've been hanging onto these songs since at least 1995. No joke. Ever since, I've been wanting to get these songs out there for you all to hear, but there's always been a hurdle in my way. Now, at the end of 2024, things aren't too much different, except maybe that the hurdle in question is more serious than some of the ones I encountered in the past.
Without saying too much, earlier this year, I've unexpectedly assumed an important role of being a caregiver of sorts - and no, it's nothing to do with kids. Unfortunately, it's health-related. Not my own health, but someone very close to me. Because of this, a lot of my time has been taken up by helping this person with various needs, whether it be around my home or going out and about with them or on their behalf. As a result, I haven't even been able to record any demos, or even start writing. It's not what I wanted, but because of the situation and who's involved, I'd rather put things on hold for their sake.
Keep in mind that this does not, by any means, suggest that I'm cancelling the project! No matter what happens now or in the near future, the songs from my Swede era will still go ahead. It's just unlikely at this point that we'll see them on Bandcamp by August/September 2025 like I'd hoped.
So, until something changes in the near future - good or bad - there won't be any further Swede updates. Whatever happens, you'll most likely get an update soon after. If anything, you'll probably learn more details to do with the situation first, before Swede stuff.
I'm sorry if you were getting excited about what I hoped to bring in under a year from now. Unfortunately, sometimes life throws way too many curve balls at once. We all have to pick our battles, and in this case it's health over music. I promise to get back into it as soon as possible, whenever that may be.
Thank you for understanding. I'll keep you posted!